A physical operation of an apparatus that experiments with cosmic collisions has my optical nerves doing cartwheels. I think of this 17mile long particle accelerator as something very much a part of us and our production of art, music, performance. Lately I've envisioned it spitting particles (farticles) that pop peace photons. hehe. The photons take shape and begin to swirl around with dark matter creating a matter we've not yet seen. You wonder what's the matter with me?
I'm upset by all the news of all these bombs bursting and I can't help but feel it's my fault, the fault of my ancestors. How do I make atonement for all the mistakes they made. All the mistakes I made. So much wrong has been done to so many all around the world. I've designed my mind to comprehend all of it, and the only answer that forms is LOVE. Ok, so how do you design love to be strong enough to hold and heal hate? And what forms does love need to take to break the hate?
It'd be nice to have 300 years of peace. I think about a 24,901mile long PEACE accelerator........